Perasan tak I only update my blog like once a month je? Haish. I guess that's okay because you guys will not vomit reading too many of my entries. Heee.
Finally I have settled my agreements regarding my scholarship. Hopefully I can get the allowances by early July. Woohoooo. I am soooo in need of money right now because I have a lot to spend on my engagement and wedding! Yes, I am getting married. Siapa nak percaya budak hingusan ni nak kahwin dah? Hehehe. But yes, I am ready for this. :) I am ready to make a big step and grow maturely with it. :) I am willing to carry a huge responsibility, and will carry it very well on me.
Owh, regarding the scholarship, I am actually sponsored under the RLKA scheme by USM. If anyone is interested, you can just leave me a comment. But mine is under the medicine institute, so I cannot really guide you on other courses, but the general details of the scholarship is A-OK for me. :)
And I have officially registered in UM as well. And now I can proudly say that I am writing this in UM, using the internet which I have to log in using my own ID * Proud smile *. How cool is that *whistling*
I know I'm kinda late for this, but what do you say about the PTPTN issue? I did not take a PTPTN loan, so maybe I dont really have any right to say about it, but I hate it when people say we scholars cannot say anything just because we dont have to PAY for anything. What do you mean by PAY anyway? Maybe people cannot see it, but we do PAY. we pay through our hard work. You think you can whine and complain because people can clearly see that you PAY, but we paid as well. Through things that people cannot see. I am not bragging about myself, but I studied real hard from Day 1 in primary school. I pushed myself to be successful. We studied hard to get the scholarship, we even practiced hard for the interview (well maybe not for everyone), we tried hard to survive in unfamiliar places. I PAID a lot in that sense. And I still have to pay a bit of my scholarship (because I am sponsored under MARA). But I am not complaining. I still have to try hard to get the scholarship for my Master. I used a lot of money and time and energy as well. One year it took for me to finally get a scholarship, but I did not stop trying and paying. So instead of complaining, just focus on what you have to do. I am grateful. Honestly. What do you mean by I am not in your shoe. Put yourself in my shoe, and see if it's easy for you.
There's nothing free in this world. You should know that by now. Even as much to go to Heaven, you have to sacrifice a lot. WILLINGLY. That's the key to happiness. Even if you're not paying, someone else has to pay for you. In the end, it is about selfishness. What you want is not a free education, What you really want is YOU don't have to pay for the education, and let someone else carry the burden. If you have that kind of thinking, you will get nothing out of it. Trust me. Now go study and excel instead of playing around.
I hope people can think rationally.
