Curly please?

I wonder why so many people are willing to upsize their meal to this:

I am included as well. Why is it that curly fries is more tempting than normal fries? Does that mean curly peeps are more tempting and attractive than people with straight hair? *I'm-not-sure-about-that laugh* But I loveeee A&W. :D Can't get enough of it.

I'm still waiting for my scholarship offer letter, without it I cannot proceed with my registration. Huhu. Duit oh duit. Okay today I have to admit I'm very very very bad, I did not go to the lab! Alaaa, malasnye arini. Bila dok pikir tak sudah2 evaporate methanol tu, and I have to wait while doing nothing. And my mood went like poof! disappeared. I want to bring my laptop but it's too big, I need a netbook laa. *Pretty puppy eyes* Okay Miss Shafinah, tomorrow you have to collect all your strength and go to the lab okay! Marah la ni dengan diri sendiri! *hempuk diri sendiri pakai paip besi* InsyaAllah, we can finish the methanol evaporation by the end of this week. :) Waktu tido tadi tak sedar diri, kan sekarang da menyesal! :(

Okay, now I want to proceed with my readings since I feel bad for not going to the lab. Bubye!

updating again?

For me, i like to write about my own life. Others might like something else. Like focusing just on knowledgeable topics, or religious topics or filled the blog with hundreds of quotes. I admire those kind of people, but what can I say, I'm too lazy to search online. So i guess, I like to give my opinion in my own blog, about things that actually happened to me. Because in reality, I am not the kind who can tell everyone what I am thinking of, whether I agree or I disagree, you know, stuff like that.

So, back on the topic of MY LIFE, I have started unofficially in UM. Things have gotten pretty busy, I came to lab everyday quite often. I am actually glad I have something to work on after nearly more than a year doing nothing at home. However, I am dying to get my official offer letter, because until I hand the offer letter over to USM, I wont be getting any allowance! I need my allowance so badlyyyyyy. I miss shopping at CalaQisya, Shawlforyou and also CalaMan!!!! Owh and I also miss Sushi Kinggggg (I think I just went there last week lol). and I need a new pair of sandals, and a new laptop :P and I want to eat steaks again at Showru and Im dying to get new clothes and bags and OMG, the list can go on and on forever!! :P So the conclusion is I NEED MONEY!!!! *evil laugh*

And of course, I want to make a big step (sebesar kapal titanic mungkin?) in my relationship with abg edy. But that will have to wait until I get my allowance. Okay, i think i should change my entry title to allowance instead. :P

I want to upload abang edy's new car here, but I think maybe I shouldn't because of the plate number. I know Im being paranoid, but I dont think it hurts to be a little careful. The world is over-crowded with super-evil villains after all.

I feel sad for my youngest sister, but I think (I really hope) she will be fine. Some men are born to break women's heart, but Im sure one day you'll find a loyal one, and maybe even someone that can even glue your heart pieces back? :) InsyaAllah.

A special entry :)

I'm taking this opportunity to post a new entry on a special date which comes once in four years! Woohoo!!! About me? Sorry, today's post is not about me, it's about the special date, naughty you! :P Well, err, hmm... *thinking hard* i honestly don't know what to write. Okay, okay, I lied to you, this entry is about me after all! *gedik giggle* Had an awesome (reunion) day with my ex-housemates. :) Anddd, alhamdulillah, abang edy's loan has been approved and we are waiting anxiously for the new car! *if you're happy and you know it clap your hand*clap*clap* And I guess that's all la kot? Maybe after I got my offer letter, I will have more story for you guys, hope so? :)

Wait for me

Hi everyone! How long has it been? A month, i guess? Well, things have been busy lately. NO, I am still not working or studying. :P Alaa, busy with my family laaa. Anyway, I have applied formally to UM for the Masters research program, and I am still waiting for the outcome. Sighh. I dont know how long will this take. But hopefully I can start in March! Because I need my allowance badlyyyy!!! :P Except for that, there's nothing much to update. Owh, abang edy's car loan has been approved but he needs a guarantor from his parents with at least 3 months' pay slip but his parents are both rubber tappers. :( I dont know how hes going to solve this. Hope everything will be okay. And owhhh, Fia's brought her new bf home. Well, I guess he's okay, not sure about my parents, but so far, all us siblings are okay with him. :) And Fia's will start working permanently at YL Chee firm in March. Congrates!! Ida hasn't find her luck yet, but Im sure she will soon! :) Usaha tangga kejayaan! Or in english effort is the way to success!! (Btoi ka?? hahaha). I guess there's still a lot to update huh? Anyway byeeee. Have a nice day!

Statistics and Hope

I am now fully realized that I do not trust anything unless I experience things myself. I know, this is kinda stubborn, but the truth is, there is NO TRUTH!! For example, this person says I know this place called ____ is the best in the world, and then I asked, have u been to ____? and he/she answered, 'nope, never been there before'. So tell me, honestly, how can I trust that his/her statement is true? This might sounds like a discrimination, but this is from my point of view, so I also realized that there can be no truth because two persons can do the same thing, but can experience it differently. For example, I studied in Sydney and has been to Melbourne before, and I still think Sydney is the best! But some of my friends that studied in Sydney and has been to Melbourne, think that Melbourne is the best! See? If I have not experienced this myself, I might think that Melbourne is the best city in the world til the day I die even though I haven't actually been there. Tricky huh? Well that's why I never trust what people said or what the newspaper wrote or what the statistics told me. Because even if it says 99%, if you are one of the lucky person in the 1% group, this statistic does not apply to you, and hence you can say the statistics is somewhat irrelevant.

Well, the reason I blabbered this much about percentage and statistics, is because I know someone who reads a lot of these knowledgeable (I doubt that now!) articles, and thinks his/her common knowledge is outstanding, and hence he/she has the right to judge other people's personality or mentality or whatever. There will never be two beings that are 100% similar. Someone is calling me. So I'll stop now. Byeee. :)

Now and Then

I guess most people will be posting about the new year coming. :)

Year 2011. Alhamdulillah, I graduated from Sydney Uni. Travelled to a lot of places. Things move slowly, but alhamdulillah, I managed to get scholarship(s) to do my Masters degree. A year that I managed to experience working environment (although not for long, :p). A year that him and I are able to plan on taking a big step in our relationship. So Alhamdulillah for all that. :) Haa, and you know, a year where my sis started to wear hijab permanently, insyaAllah.

But I am still welcoming 2012. I will start pursuing my Masters degree. Will start saving money drastically for our ehem*engagement*ehem. And I want to get slimmer if possible!!! :(

Just hoping to be a better muslimah, a better student, a better person and a better daughter. I am not perfect, but I am hoping to make people around me happier each days. Arguments and fights and misunderstandings happen, so I truly apologize for any mistakes or misdoings. And dear Allah, Kau ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku, jauhilah aku dari kejahatan manusia, bencana dan gangguan syaitan, berkatilah perjalanan hidupku dan tunjukkanlah hidayahMu. Ameen.

I have this issue in mind. Ade seorang la hamba Allah ni, dia kate lebih baik bace tahlil sorang-sorang daripada beramai-ramai, sebab kalau semua orang bace yassin, siapa yang nak amik pahala mendengar. Pada pendapat saya la kan, mustahil kita tak mendengar bacaan kita sendiri setiap kali membaca. kecuali orang yang da ditarik nikmat mendengarnya la kan. betul tak? Pendapat saya boleh je bace beramai2, still dapat pahala. pahala membaca dapat, pahala mendengar pon dapat. cuma tak silap saya adabnya kena baca serentak la, tak leh tunggang langgang. ade orang mengambil mudah ayat ni. pahala mendengar da sama dengan membaca al-Quran, tak payah la nak baca. tapi kalau kita membaca, dua-dua pahala pon dapat kan? Lagipun mungkin ayat tu untuk orang yang contohnya, bisu? tak dapat membaca, so dapat la pahala mendengar. ataupun yang pekak? tak dapat pahala mendengar, dapat pahala membaca. Ini cuma pendapat saya je la. Cuma saya rasakan kalau nak buat ibadah tu, mungkin buat je la, nawaitunye kerana Allah. Pahala tu kan belakang cerita, sebab bukan kita decide berapa banyak pahala kita dapat, tetapi Dia yang menentukan. Islam itu tidak menyusahkan. :)

Okay, with this, I will end my post with HAPPY NEW YEAR! :))))

What do you want from me?

It was uncontrollable. I just dont know what do you want from me? You said to me like 10000 times how you prefer USM over UITM scholarship. Okay, I'll follow your words. And the head of cluster decided for me to choose UM to pursue my Masters, then okay. True, she replied my email quite late, and she had a lot of work to do so she will be busy for these two weeks, understandable. I totally understand her situation. Then what is the problem? Why are you asking me to choose UITM now? Why are you asking me what if she quits her job? She's a lecturer, a professor lagi tu, why would she just quits when she gives me a lot of proposal examples plus one of her student thesis for me to do my proposal? Why would you say you dont want me to be too dependent on her? I am not too dependent on her. It's natural to finalize my proposal with her. I did the proposal myself. I dont understand. What exactly do you want from me? It's not like I can apply for research degree with everyone, and just reject after they have discussed their projects with me. That's not the way. I know it's getting late, and the progress is slow, but it's getting there. BE PATIENT. I dont understand how the world works 100 years ago, but it sure is not the same now. Maybe I overreacted a bit, but the truth is, I still dont know what do you want from me. Maybe you hate my existence? I'm tired, seriously.